2023 STAFF PICKS

2023 STAFF PICKS

Joshua Hebburn

Assistant Fiction Editor

I’m a frozen goods clerk living in North L.A. I write and edit short stories and very short stories.

twitter: @joshuahebburn

bluesky: @joshuahebburn

website: joshuahebburn.wordpress.com

WORK
I’ve been writing a collection of stories that each have a swimming pool in them. I hope to submit the manuscript to CLASH or House of Vlad or somewhere like that in 2025 or 2026. I published one in 2023 and one in late 2022

FAVORIE X-R-A-Y STORY

David’s Going To Die by Aurora Huiza

DAVID’S GOING TO DIE by Aurora Huiza

I could’ve chosen a dozen others.


FAVORITE NOVEL I READ THIS YEAR

Bubblegum by Adam Levin

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I was entranced, and made to laugh—using my mouth, throat, and lungs, rather than a nostrily, or frontal soft-palettey forward push of air—by Adam Levin’s novel Bubblegum. I read in an interview about how he tried to make the full stop of each sentence in the book, which is 800 pages, land in a way that is meaningful and effective, and it shows. I often scratched and sniffed the cover of Bubblegum, which was scratch n sniff bubblegum, making me seem strange on public transit.

I would describe the premise, precis about it a bit, but if I had read that sort of thing only I wouldn’t have read the novel; I saw Aaron Burch—who has great taste—praise his other novel The Instructions; I had Levin read me two good stories on the New Yorker fiction podcast.

I miss Belt Magnet talking into my inner ear.

I would’ve found the world of the novel, as cruel and strange as our own, unendurable without him.

FAVORITE STORY COLLECTION I READ THIS YEAR

Cheap Therapist Says You’re Insane by Parker Young


When I think of this collection I think of Denis Johnson’s response to being asked his favorite writer: “When I am telling the truth, I say I am my favorite writer, because when I read something by me, I hear all these people, all my favorite writers, they’re all in there, all in one thing.” I think it was Denis Johnson.

FAVORITE LITERARY MAGAZINE I READ THIS YEAR

NOON annual / Heavy Traffic

I believe every contemporary writer should read one issue of NOON.

 I can imagine an origin story for Heavy Traffic written in the style of Ovid.

FAVORITE TV SHOW I WATCHED THIS YEAR

Frieren


I’ve been watching around one or two of the seasonally airing anime every year since I was like, 15? I’m going to miss having a new episode of Frieren—a lightly existential, often digressing road story set in a fantasy world after the world’s big fantasy plot has been completed for all of the party members but the elf, Frieren—to watch on Fridays. 

FAVORITE ALBUMS I LISTENED TO THIS YEAR

Plantasia by Mort Garson

I listened to Plantasia by Mort Garson until I could catch it playing through the propped open door of a cafe across the street. I find it makes friendly company, like another album I like, Brian Eno’s Music for Airplanes

I listened to a lot of Death Grips on shuffle; and, on repeat, I listened to Sunami’s Sunami. I listened to these loud ones at work, while I straightened pint cartons of Ben and Jerry’s and the overhead lights brightened to indicate the store was open.

FAVORITE ART I SAW THIS YEAR
I’m Surprised You Haven’t Called by Caleb Lyons

Caleb Lyons - Exhibitions - HARPER'S

I have been looking at the house flipping signs stapled to telephone poles and zip tied to street signs, enjoying their particular phrasings, since I encountered Caleb Lyons’ painterly renderings of them at his show “I’m Surprised You Haven’t Called” at Harper’s gallery. I recommend following him on Instagram where many of this series of paintings is featured. I was fascinated by the ways that the applications of paint changed the tone, weight, and meaning of the words as I walked around them, as came in close to, or distanced myself from. I was excited by how this is something I can’t do. 

FAVORITE INTERNET THING

I was always eager, like some people are to pop newly erupted pimples, to watch a new Molly Moon videos, grotesque shorts done in the style of ‘90s choose-your-own-adventure games: youtube.com/@Mollymoonn

I’ve been getting into the early-aughts Midwest slice of life photo slideshow vignettes of @postmodernpalace

I’m often entertained by Mike Topp’s tweets, especially his exchanges with Raymond Pettibon. I like how he surprises me. I want to read one of Mike Topp’s books.

 

2024 

I purchased all of the NYRB editions of Henry Green’s novels during an NYRB sale. I keep meaning to, but don’t, so I think in 2024 it’s time that I will. I read Loving early in my search for my own taste, and the experience of reading it, his BBC talk “A Novelist to his Readers,” and his Paris Review interview, these seem important to me when I think about me as a writer now.

I’m looking forward to the release of Frederick Barthelme’s Great Pyramids: Collected Stories,  though the publication date keeps shifting away from the present. I’m looking forward to the release of Graham Irvin’s I Have a Gun, which has produced some of the best poems I’ve read in the last year as its excerpts.

I’m also going to read Adam Levin’s thousand page novel The Instructions. I think of how people call novels bricks. I have the novel in my line of sight now. I’d say it’s larger than most bricks. I’m imagining a house made out of mortared copies of The Instructions. I wonder how much a brick costs in comparison to a used, quality good, copy. I think the sentence containing imaginary blueprints for this would be referred to as instructions for the The Instructions house.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I didn’t take as many photos this year as I usually do. But here’s one of me reading at KGB Bar in NYC, which was a real treat.

Claire Hopple

Fiction Editor

Claire Hopple is the author of six books (one forthcoming in 2025). Her fiction has appeared in Wigleaf, Vol. 1 Brooklyn, Peach Mag, Forever Mag, and others. She grew up in the woods of Western PA and currently lives in Asheville, NC. More at clairehopple.com.

WORK

I wrote a book called ECHO CHAMBER this year and it’s the wildest, most experimental thing I’ve done so far.

FAVORITE X-R-A-Y STORIES

My fave XRAY piece this year is probably a tie between:

“Bear with a Chainsaw” by Joe Aguilar

BEAR WITH A CHAINSAW by Joe Aguilar

“Weird Enough to Be Dangerous” by MJ McGinn

WEIRD ENOUGH TO BE DANGEROUS by MJ McGinn

“Work” by Andy Tran

WORK by Andy Tran

FAVORITE BOOKS I READ THIS YEAR

Other Minds and Other Stories by Bennett Sims

Other Minds and Other Stories: 9781953387356: Sims, Bennett: Books - Amazon.com

Mira Corpora by Jeff Jackson

Sweet Days of Discipline by Fleur Jaeggy

cover image of the book Sweet Days of Discipline

Earth Angel by Madeline Cash

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Notes by Gauraa Shekhar

Notes by Gauraa Shekhar, Paperback | Barnes & Noble®

The Red-Headed Pilgrim by Kevin Maloney

FAVORITE TV SHOW I WATCHED THIS YEAR

Favorite show was hands-down Platonic.

FAVORITE MUSIC I LISTENED TO THIS YEAR
I’ve been exploring all of Fleetwood Mac’s early stuff. It’s incredible how they can sound like the folk side of Led Zeppelin, or Pink Floyd, or Steve Miller Band, etc. depending on the song.

FAVORITE INTERNET THING
I’m overwhelmed at the idea of a favorite internet thing but somebody I don’t even follow tweeted this image and it represents the essence of my personality.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Jillian Luft

Reader

Jillian Luft recently moved back to Florida. Her writing has appeared in XRAY, Hobart, Rejection Letters, Expat, Vlad Mag and many other places. She’s finishing up her novel about Sunshine State scumbag romance.

twitter: @jillianluft

website: jillianluft.com

WORK

This year I got close to finishing revisions on my novel (hopefully, it’ll be done by the time we publish this. Eek). I also had the privilege of reading at Gwen Hilton & Expat Press’s Chicago reading extravaganza in June; contributing to House of Vlad’s inaugural issue of Vlad Mag; and then editing the second issue. I also bought a car and brought a puppy into my life.

FAVORITE X-R-A-Y STORY

Autumn Christian’s “Disappear Here.” It came out close to the start of the year, but I haven’t been able to forget it. The prose is so sharp and evocative. Tiny cuts that add up to a deep incision.

DISAPPEAR HERE by Autumn Christian

FAVORITE BOOKS I READ THIS YEAR

I’ve been on a big Harry Crews kick this year and loved A Feast of Snakes.

Literary Chatter: A Feast of Snakes - YouTube

Other standouts:

Gwendoline Riley’s First Love

First Love (New York Review Books... by Riley, Gwendoline

Tove Jannson’s The Summer Book

The Summer Book – New York Review Books

Jack Skelley’s The Complete Fear of Kathy Acker

The Complete Fear of Kathy Acker

Tex Gresham’s Violent Candy

Violent Candy: Stories: 9798397579414: Gresham, Tex: Books - Amazon.com

Lexi Kent-Monning’s Burden of Joy

The Burden of Joy by Lexi Kent-Monning

FAVORITE MOVIES I WATCHED THIS YEAR

Sick of Myself/May December. Two very different films in terms of aesthetic, tone and story, but both radically unravel our preconceived ideas about identity, persona, and the lengths we go to define ourselves in unconscionable ways.

FAVORITE TV SHOW I WATCHED THIS YEAR

Wrestlers on Netflix. My favorite 8-hour movie of the year, really. The best characters. Flawed and complex. And the stakes are damn high.

FAVORITE SONG I HEARD THIS YEAR

It’s from 2022, but Momma’s “Speeding 72” is such a 90s-style banger. Like Veruca Salt if they spent more time at the beach. And it’s about a romantic joyride. I’m a sucker for anything that references the road.

FAVORITE INTERNET THING

Anything that couldn’t be classified as lit world discourse. I don’t spend a lot of time on Youtube or investigating viral shit, but this hit my nostalgic sweet spot right in its sugary center:

 

 

 

 

 

 

Rebecca Gransden

Interviews/Reviews Editor

Rebecca Gransden lives on an island. She is published at Tangerine Press, X-R-A-Y, Expat, Muskeg, and Ligeia, among others. Her books are anemogram., Rusticles, Sea of Glass, Creepy Sheen, and Figures Crossing the Field Towards the Group.

website: rebeccagransden.wordpress.com

Neutral Spaces: neutralspaces.co/rebecca_gransden

instagram: @rebeccagransden

twitter: @rlgransden

bluesky: @rgransden

WORK

2023 releases/publications:

FAVORITE X-R-A-Y STORY

Too many outstanding pieces published at X-R-A-Y this year to pick a favorite, “Doomsday Apocalypse Melancholia Blues” by Nathaniel Duggan has lingered with me.

DOOMSDAY APOCALYPSE MELANCHOLIA BLUES by Nathaniel Duggan

FAVORITE BOOKS I READ THIS YEAR

Die Closer to Me by David Kuhnlein

Die Closer To Me by Kuhnlein, David

Sean Kilpatrick’s collected works, Tantrums

Tantrums

R i t u a l by Sean Kilpatrick

the vignettes of Lord Dunsany and Edwina C. Geach

Fourth Industrial Revolution Slut by Karina Bush

FAVORITE MOVIES I WATCHED THIS YEAR

August in the Water (1995)

Russian Symphony (1994)

FAVORITE ALBUM I HEARD THIS YEAR

Roger Webb’s score for the 1970 adaptation of Bartleby:

The Touch score for The Second Coming of Suzanne (1974)

Milieu’s Sleepbuilding project deserves a mention

 

 

 

 

 

 

Katharine Coldiron

Managing Editor

Katharine Coldiron is the author of Ceremonials, Junk Film, and two forthcoming books.

website: kcoldiron.com

WORK

I bought a sewing machine and started altering my own clothes instead of paying tailors. It’s been very freeing.

FAVORITE X-R-A-Y STORY I READ THIS YEAR

Old Man Shadow by Christopher Notarnicola, which kept surprising me every other sentence

OLD MAN SHADOW by Christopher Notarnicola

FAVORITE BOOKS I READ THIS YEAR

Doom Town by Gabriel Blackwell

Doom Town by Gabriel Blackwell | Goodreads

Begin By Telling by Meg Remy

FAVORITE MOVIE I WATCHED THIS YEAR

Most fun I had was at Neil Breen’s Cade: The Tortured Crossing

FAVORITE MUSIC I HEARD THIS YEAR

An album of Nick Drake tributes, The Endless Coloured Ways

FAVORITE INTERNET THING

Matthew (K.) Burnside’s Instagram feed

 

 

 

 

 

 

Emily Hannah-Myles

Reader

twitter: @egmyles

website: https://www.emilymyleswriter.com

WORK

This year I had work appear in Split Lip and Devastation Baby!  Links can be found at my website.

FAVORITE X-R-A-Y STORY I READ THIS YEAR

Read so many great ones but JACKFRUIT by Gwen Kirby has stuck with me the most. Her voice is so personal and concise, I love everything she does.

JACKFRUIT by Gwen E. Kirby

FAVORITE BOOKS I READ THIS YEAR

The Land of Milk and Honey by C. Pam Zhang and Biography of X by Catherine Lacey were real standouts for me this year, both so visceral and ornate.

The Land of Milk and Honey by C. Pam Zhang

Land of Milk and Honey by C Pam Zhang: 9780593538241 | PenguinRandomHouse.com: Books

Biography of X by Catherine Lacey

Biography of X by Catherine Lacey | Goodreads

FAVORITE MOVIE I WATCHED THIS YEAR

The Barbie movie, for its many flaws, etched itself into my heart.

FAVORITE ALBUM I HEARD THIS YEAR

Therapy by the Brendan Eder Ensemble has been on repeat since the summer.

FAVORITE INTERNET THING

This year I discovered and subscribed to Hunter Harris’s substacks and they are a balm for my soul. I highlight, screenshot, impulsively reread them every time I get one in my inbox.

 

 

 

 

 

 

JENNIFER GREIDUS

FOUNDING EDITOR

 

WORK

Not eating so much cheese, second draft of an autobiography of my time in Cuba, publishing my novel in the spring, being better at returning emails, boating knots.

FAVORITE X-R-A-Y STORY I READ THIS YEAR

“Elaine” by LJ Pemberton

ELAINE by LJ Pemberton

SHORT, SMART, FUN, BAFFLING: An Interview with Brian Allen Carr

SHORT, SMART, FUN, BAFFLING: An Interview with Brian Allen Carr

FAVORITE BOOKS I READ THIS YEAR

Elliott Chaze – Black Wings Has My Angel

Black Wings Has My Angel – New York Review Books

Sarah Manguso – The Two Kinds of Decay

The Two Kinds of Decay

Ottessa Moshfegh – Lapvona

Ottessa Moshfegh's 'Lapvona' Is Gloomy Folk Horror Set Long Ago - The New York Times

FAVORITE SONGS I HEARD THIS YEAR

I play these songs a lot lately.

“Tommy’s Party” by Peach Pit
“Jacare” by Sofi Tukker (Cat Dealers Remix)
“Sneakin’ Sally Through the Alley” by Robert Palmer

FAVORITE MOVIE I WATCHED THIS YEAR

I don’t watch many movies.

The Killer

FAVORITE TV SHOW I WATCHED THIS YEAR

Deadloch

Bad Sisters

FAVORITE INTERNET THING

Will Duryea’s Youtube Channel

Mandelbrot Fractal Zooms

 

 

 

 

 

 

Levi Abadilla

Art Intern

Levi Abadilla is a Filipino queer artist of just about anything. When they’re not making art, they write and do music, and attend to the whims of their cats and dogs. Their writing has appeared in Last Syllable, and the podcast Stories After Dark.

carrd: levisstuff.carrd.co
twitter: @nineaetharia
instagram: @escapedscp
tiktok: @escapedscpo0

FAVORITE CAT

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This is Alex. My other cats like to hang out in the living room (the sunlight hits that side of the house in the morning, so they sunbathe there), but he prefers to stay with me, for some reason. He cries when I leave a room. His greatest strife in life is when I go to the bathroom and he forgets the concept of object permanence. He is in a never-ending war against my graphic tablet for my lap. I want more people to look at him and admire the way he always sleeps with his tongue out.

WORK

Finished an Adult Fantasy novel that had been in the works for a while now. Currently undergoing revisions after getting feedback and I’m hoping to resub and continue querying next year.

FAVORITE X-R-A-Y STORY I READ THIS YEAR

Smoke and Fish by Uyen P. Dang

SMOKE AND FISH by Uyen P. Dang

FAVORITE BOOK I READ THIS YEAR

System Collapse by Martha Wells

System Collapse (The Murderbot Diaries, 7): Wells, Martha: 9781250826978: Amazon.com: Books

FAVORITE MOVIE I WATCHED THIS YEAR

Favorite movie is a tie between Puss in Boots: The Last Wish and Barbie.

FAVORITE TV SHOW I WATCHED THIS YEAR

For favorite series, I’d have to say the first season of Chainsaw Man.

FAVORITE ALBUMS I HEARD THIS YEAR

Hard tie between Hozier’s Unreal Unearth and Fall Out Boy’s So Much (For) Stardust.

FAVORITE INTERNET THING

The East Patch’s Angel Hare analog horror animated web series. It stands out from most analog horror since it doesn’t do the distorted images and loud noises usually associated with the genre, instead using full-fledged animated and voice-acted cartoon episodes. I also find the story heartwarming.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Michael Todd Cohen

Assistant Creative Nonfiction Editor

Michael Todd Cohen’s work appears in The Rumpus, Split Lip and Columbia Journal, among others, and has been included in Best Micro Fictions, the Connecticut Literary Anthology, and nominated for a Pushcart Prize. He lives with a poet-husband and two illiterate chihuahuas, by a rusty lighthouse, in New England.

Author and Artist website: michaeltoddcohen.com

WORK

“Dear John,” is a stationary box of original character sketches, rendered on vintage Eaton’s paper, inside a handmade, limited edition box. Drawn over three months, using pencil and draft paper. Each “john” represents notions of my queer adolescent experience in America in the 1990s: desire, distrust, love, loss, and longing.

“Lordship House” is an ongoing project with a mission to make community and communion through: the epistolary, the dialogue of the literary salon, and the queer tradition of finding, making and fostering spaces in which to flourish. Includes poets, essayists, publishers, agents, editors, scholars…seeking communion through letters, literature, in-person dialogue.

FAVORITE X-R-A-Y STORY I READ THIS YEAR

“Getting Quiet,” Emily Marie Seibert

GETTING QUIET by Emily Marie Seibert

FAVORITE BOOKS I READ THIS YEAR

“Flute Solo: Reflections of a Trappist Hermit” by Kelty, Matthew

A strange, sensational, gorgeously unhinged meditation on faith, queerness, solitude and meaning. Found in a used bookshop in upstate New York, and have since bought two more copies from esoteric sources.

Flute solo: Reflections of a Trappist hermit: Kelty, Matthew: 9780385171731: Amazon.com: Books

“Punch Me Up to the Gods,” Broome, Brian

Punch Me Up to the Gods by Brian Broome | Goodreads

“A History of My Brief Body,” Belcourt, Billy-Ray

A History of My Brief Body | Billy-Ray Belcourt – Two Dollar Radio

FAVORITE MOVIES I WATCHED THIS YEAR

“Fire & Ice”

some sexy, flawed, dirty, captiviatingly weird shit from Ralph Bashki and Frank Frazetta. Animated, uses rotoscoping and other innovative color & style.

“A Day on the Grand Canal”

Artist David Hockney explores the intricacies of a China scroll. This is a masterclass on perspective: literal, metaphorical.

FAVORITE ALBUM I HEARD THIS YEAR

Everyday, all-day, “Tensile Strength,” by Madelinski

Also, Sunday Baroque on Public Radio. FUND THE ARTS!

FAVORITE INTERNET THING

LibraryThing

GIVE ME THAT WEB 1.0 ListServ. This is what the Internet should be.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chris Dankland

Founding Editor

my head is made of smoke.

FAVORITE X-R-A-Y STORY I READ THIS YEAR

Leave It by Abby Feden

i’ve thought about this story many times in the last year & i think it’s my favorite thing we’ve ever published.

LEAVE IT by Abby Feden

FAVORITE BOOKS I READ THIS YEAR

Shorts Are Wrong by Mike Topp

Shorts Are Wrong by Mike Topp | Goodreads

mike topp is my favorite find of the year — he’s funny, he’s unique, he’s cool. gary lutz described him as a “writer’s writer’s writer” & for sure he has a star studded list of fans: elieen myles, raymond pettibon, blake butler, aram saroyan, william wegman…but u don’t have to be one of the cool kids to enjoy him. he’s bazooka joe — he’s for the people — he’s heehaw with class. if joe brainard wrote joke books, or if norm macdonald wrote poetry, neither would begin to approach mike topp’s excellence. i interviewed him this yearhe also published a piece with us.

The Passenger and Stella Maris by Cormac McCarthy

if u combine both books, it’s top 5 cormac for me.

CORMAC MCCARTHY The Passenger Box Set SIGNED First Edition Books - NEW IN HAND | eBay

The Conspiracy Against The Human Race by Thomas Ligotti

book that convincingly argues in favor of philosophical pessimism. 1) consciousness is tragic 2) death obliterates everything 3) u have no free will 4) the world is “malignantly useless” 5) one can only find meaning in existence through self-delusion 6) humanity ought to stop procreating & the species should go extinct.

The Conspiracy against the Human Race: A... by Ligotti, Thomas

FAVORITE MUSIC I HEARD HIS YEAR

Dissimulant by Ruin Lust

Gowanus Death Stomp by Gravesend

Suffocating Hallucination by Full Of Hell & Primitive Man

Make Them Beg For Death by Dying Fetus

Memento Mori by Marduk

Those Of My Blood by Blutschwur

Black Royal Spiritism – I – O Sino de Igreja by RUIM

novej qalhnjenno by Trha

Alttarimme on Luista Tehty by Azaghal

Doedskvad by Taake

The Ninth Incantation by Lungtoucher

The Fall of Cintra by Hekseblad

Godslastering: Hymns of a Forlorn Peasantry by Hulder

Hiss by Wormrot

The Enduring Spirit by Tomb Mold

FAVORITE MOVIES I SAW THIS YEAR

i really enjoyed Skinamarink & We’re All Going To the World’s Fair

FAVORITE INTERNET THING

my favorite tik tok preacher is @TikTokChurch77. he does a lot of tik tok lives & i’ll watch him preaching in his living room.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Tex Gresham

Reader

Tex Gresham is an award-winning screenwriter, novelist, and filmmaker living in Los Angeles. His books include Sunflower, Heck Texas, and This Is Strange June. His debut feature, MUSTARD (which he wrote, directed, edited and acted in), is available to stream for free on Vimeo. Has gotten very good at sitting at coffee shops and pretending to work.

twitter: @thatsqueakypig

website: www.squeakypig.com

WORK

Two works I’d like to promote:

MUSTARD

VIOLENT CANDY – buy it here

Violent Candy: Stories eBook : Gresham, Tex: Kindle Store - Amazon.com

FAVORITE X-R-A-Y STORIES I READ THIS YEAR

Listening To Dinosaurs by Kyle Seibel

LISTENING TO DINOSAURS by Kyle Seibel

Ugly Boys by Daniel Isaiah Elder

UGLY BOYS by Daniel Isaiah Elder

Sweetness by Tina Kimbrell

SWEETNESS by Tina Kimbrell

FAVORITE BOOKS I READ THIS YEAR

Blood of the Virgin by Sammy Harkham

Blood of the Virgin by Sammy Harkham: 9780593316696 | PenguinRandomHouse.com: Books

Burden of Joy by Lexi Kent-Monning

The Burden of Joy by Lexi Kent-Monning

Suicide: An Anthology, put out by Cash 4 Gold and House of Vlad

Book Review : Suicide: An Anthology (2023)

FAVORITE MOVIE I SAW THIS YEAR

Dream Scenario

 

 

 

 

 

 

Jessika Bouvier

Assistant Managing Editor

Jessika Bouvier (she/her) is a queer writer from New Orleans & Atlanta. Her work is published in Catapult, monkeybicycle, Electric Literature, and X-R-A-Y, where she is the Assistant Managing Editor. She has received support from Georgia Writers, the Fine Arts Work Center, and Hub City Writers Project. She is the 2023 Kelley Scholar for Social Justice in fiction. If she’s on social media, it’s always @jessikavbouvier.

twitter: @jessikavbouvier

bluesky: @jessikavbouvier

website: jessikabouvier.com

WORK

Stuff I worked on: many short stories that are presently locked in personal rejection purgatory; continued work on my queer bayou novella; much pondering on my other novel about outdoors recreation & colonialism; and, ofc, all the great work we did at XRAY (and the other journal I work for, So to Speak).

FAVORITE X-R-A-Y STORY I READ THIS YEAR

David’s Going to Die by Aurora Huiza

DAVID’S GOING TO DIE by Aurora Huiza

FAVORITE BOOKS I READ THIS YEAR

Annie John by Jamaica Kincaid

Annie John by Jamaica Kincaid | Goodreads

Paul Takes the Form of a Mortal Girl by Andrea Lawlor (!!!)

Paul Takes the Form of a Mortal Girl by Andrea Lawlor: 9780525566182 | PenguinRandomHouse.com: Books

The Atmospherians by Alex McElroy

The Atmospherians by Isle McElroy | Goodreads

FAVORITE MOVIE I WATCHED THIS YEAR

Talk to Me, an Australian horror film

FAVORITE TV SHOW I WATCHED THIS YEAR

for TV, probs Severance. I am also a Love Island apologist.

Jo Varnish

Creative Nonfiction Editor

twitter: @jovarnish1

website: jovarnish.com

WORK

I finally completed my PhD this year, so I am now in the planning stages of a new long form fiction project, having put all of my creative efforts into my academic pursuits for a long time!

FAVORITE X-R-A-Y STORY I READ THIS YEAR

This was tough to pick, but my favorite X-ray piece from 2023 is Ugly Boys by Daniel Isaiah Elder.

UGLY BOYS by Daniel Isaiah Elder

FAVORITE BOOKS I READ THIS YEAR

Slouching Towards Bethlehem by Joan Didion

Slouching Towards Bethlehem by Joan Didion | Goodreads

Down Here We Come Up by Sara Johnson Allen

Down Here We Come Up PAPERBACK - Sara Johnson Allen : Small Press Distribution

How Can I Help You by Laura Sims

How Can I Help You by Laura Sims: 9780593543702 | PenguinRandomHouse.com: Books

FAVORITE TV SHOWS I WATCHED THIS YEAR

My top TV shows of the year are an eclectic mix: Succession, Top Boy and Ted Lasso. All feature the kinds of captivating characters who are easy to fall in love with and excellent dialogue.

FAVORITE MUSIC I HEARD THIS YEAR

Zach Bryan’s eponymously named album is my favorite of 2023.

FAVORITE INTERNET THING

I’m not sure what my favorite internet thing of the year is but I spent a decent chunk of time on Jake Shane’s Tik Tok account!

Portrait of the artist waiting in a Zoom room before a job interview

Kira K. Homsher

Assistant Fiction Editor

Kira K. Homsher is a writer from Philadelphia, currently living in Los Angeles. Her work has received support from the Kimmel Harding Nelson Center and has appeared in Kenyon Review Online, Indiana Review, Passages North, Longreads, The Offing, and others. She is currently working on a novel and story collection.

twitter: @bogcritter

instagram: @kirahomsher

website: kirahomsher.com

WORK

This year, I published in Kenyon Review Online, Longreads, The Offing, and HAD. I also wrote a novel.

FAVORITE X-R-A-Y STORIES I READ THIS YEAR

Very difficult to pick favorites, but I especially loved Joe Aguilar’s BEAR WITH A CHAINSAW and Kyle Seibel’s LISTENING TO DINOSAURS. Both feel like very quintessential X-R-A-Y stories and have the kind of sentences I want to spend time with.

BEAR WITH A CHAINSAW by Joe Aguilar

LISTENING TO DINOSAURS by Kyle Seibel

FAVORITE BOOKS I READ THIS YEAR

Bliss Montage (Ling Ma)

Bliss Montage' review: Ling Ma's stories start familiar but get very weird : NPR

Big Swiss (Jen Beagin)

Big Swiss by Jen Beagin | Goodreads

Asleep (Banana Yoshimoto)

Asleep by Banana Yoshimoto | Goodreads

Wednesday’s Child (Yiyun Li)

Wednesday's Child

Death Valley (Melissa Broder)

Death Valley | Book by Melissa Broder | Official Publisher Page | Simon & Schuster

FAVORITE TV SHOW I WATCHED THIS YEAR

I honestly watched a ton of garbage this year and very little stood out, but I’m liking the new season of Fargo so far.

FAVORITE MUSIC I HEARD THIS YEAR

I’ve been listening to a lot of CLANN while I write. I used to listen to Sea Oleena in high school, so it was cool to rediscover Charlotte Oleena’s music in a new context. Ichiko Aoba‘s cover of Country Road also made me smile when I discovered it last month.

FAVORITE INTERNET THING

My favorite internet thing I encountered this year is my new friend Rachel Seo, who I met on Twitter. 🙂

Alice M.

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Alice, pronouns ae/aer. Alice is a pseudonymous nonbinary femme writer and painter from London. Aer short fiction has appeared in X-R-A-Y, HAD, Hobart, Rejection Letters, and has been reprinted in Salt Publishing’s Best British Short Stories (2022 volume). Alice is founding editor of bodyfluids.org, a small journal for writing about social discomfort, and currently reads fiction slush for X-R-A-Y.

twitter: @notveryalice

bluesky: @notveryalice

WORK

I’m serialising a queer as hell slipstream novel about what being a god’s chosen voice on earth would be like (bad) on my Patreon, here: https://www.patreon.com/notveryalice

I finished a literary novella, ‘Lithopedion’, about a woman and the calcified ectopic foetus she personified and talks to as a coping mechanism, and started sending it out to markets.

FAVORITE X-R-A-Y STORY I READ THIS YEAR

‘Jackfruit’, by Gwen Kirby, which fucking rocks.

JACKFRUIT by Gwen E. Kirby

FAVORITE BOOK I READ THIS YEAR

‘Weather Underwater’ by Kaisa Saarinen. Kaisa is my poetry editor for bodyfluids, and I painted the cover, but I’m not biased, I swear. This novel is so sick: a slow and delicate disaster unfolding like a blighted flower. I love it.

FAVORITE MOVIE I SAW THIS YEAR

I have rewatched Guadagnino’s Suspiria remake at least a dozen times and it’s never been beaten, although Cosmatos’ Mandy came really close.

FAVORITE SONG I HEARD THIS YEAR

OBSESSED with Chelsea Wolfe’s ‘Whispers in the Echo Chamber’ which came out at the end of October. I’m obsessed with Chelsea Wolfe in general, honestly.

FAVORITE INTERNET THING

I feel like I’ve found my people, thanks to the internet. Shout out to Daye, Megan, Elle, Josh, Emil, Tolja, Emily, and the gang on the bf, RRP, TRG & RWR servers, who have all kept me alive & thriving this year. I am indebted to y’all forever.


Alice M. Alice is a pseudonymous nonbinary writer from London. Aer work has appeared in Salt Publishing's "Best British Short Stories," HAD, Rejection Letters, and Hobart. Alice paints, and is obsessed with nuclear physics and languages for some reason.

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